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  1. While technology stole our revolution
 
Seem a bit harder looking forward than back
Velvet secrets hurt less when they’re past
The barking confusion is awarded a plaque
A trophy to sustain but not to last
Burn, burn everything
You can bring every piece of cloth to the fire
I wanna hear complaints about flannel in flames
 
Everything’s getting better, while my senses slow down
As this curse of a privilege unfolds
MTV gave their M to the rube and the clown
 If you watch some Youtube it gets old
Burn, burn everything
You can bring every piece of film to the fire
I want some consent about flannel in flames
 
Things we never fought for
Change that never came
While we sat on wooden floors
Introspect or punk rock
Never seemed to kneel the state
Or open the doors
 
Always keeping distance
Always keep it safe
We blew the candles out
While having a debate
Loved it when I was there
But hated the parade
I’m tired of being young
Let’s clean the slate:
 
Every change is not for the better
Every change is not worth the cause
We had a golden ticket but we traded it for blogs
When we realized, the wave had passed
 
 
2. Draupner wave
 
The blur’s leaving my eyes, as this Sunday slowly dies
Another year
Nerves split open up wide, while it’s hammering inside
Another year
 
Last night I felt a spark I knew
When the nausea cleared from my vodka debut
I raised my voice
I stole the show
It felt like home
 
Sweat pearls in my brows
Calls the parent to arouse
Another year
Patience in a string
But I don’t regret a thing
Of last year
 
Last night I felt like someone cool
Not just the serial killer dressed bipolar ghoul
I talked to girls
Made people laugh
 
Single malt and beer;
Thanks for the ride
Couldn’t 22, even if I tried
Single malt and beer
My catcher in the rye
A single shot at bliss started out the wave of ‘95
Wave of ‘95
 
 
3. Never play them loud
 
In school D.I.R.T played some covers
That was enough for me
So I got me a crooked black Fender Squier
For Christmas that same year
 
Wrote a song about Palestine
It had just four chords that the band never cared to learn
And while my guitar stayed out of tune
The mic became my concern
 
No one will do it
No one else will do it
We can’t have a rock band missing a lead singer
We’re not the Shadows
This is not the sixties
I won’t scare the crowd with my microphone mingle
 
We went up on stage, and I sang power rock
Like a skinny choir boy off-key
And the crowd watched their shoes for the song to end
Still owe them an apology
 
No one will do it
No one else will do it
We can’t have a rock band missing a lead singer
I’m not Lane Staley
I’m not Michael Patton
I won’t scare the crowd with my microphone mingle
 
Basement sounds
But never play them loud
I’ll keep them trapped inside a jar
Leaving fermentation to improve them
Secret sighs and whisper lullabies
A million hours without pay
That will never get to shine in the spotlights
 
One band soon would merge to another
With elements of the prog-scene
No one knew how to play, so we skipped rehearsals
Wasting Saturdays staying clean
 
No one will do it
No one else will do it
We can’t have a rock band missing a lead singer
We’re not the Shadows
This is not the sixties
I won’t scare the crowd with my microphone mingle
 
Basement sounds
But never play them loud
I’ll keep them trapped inside a jar
Leaving fermentation to improve them
Secret sighs and whisper lullabies
A million hours without pay
That will never get to shine in the spotlights
 
I’ll never name myself as a musician
I’ll never name myself as a front man
As dreams may slowly fade
And success mostly evades
I’ll always be the singer in my own band
 
 
4. Summer/winter-girl
 
It was the summer of 97, and we spent most of it drunk
Johnny’s house as residence, while we BBQ’d, got shitfaced and blacked out
By the end of June, I lost track of time, and soberness
Shot a rich guy’s booze, saw her smiling, heard Puff Daddy, and blacked out
 
I never thought I’d see her again, when she kissed me in a club
November drunk with hopes that sunk, when she suddenly appeared
The latter part of the night - was talking on cold bowling stairs
From that moment on she was my girlfriend that I cherished, claimed and feared
 
You are my girl
No matter what life throws at us
You are my world
No matter how they tear us up
When I’m not there, I hope time freezes and evaporate
 
It was the winter of 98, and we spent it as in love
Like high school teens that never seem to realize when it’s gone
Cut classes just to be with her, cause to not felt like a waste
A blackened hole of lack of control, with her responding as someone who’s being chased
 
You are my girl
No matter what life throws at us
You are my world
No matter how they tear us up
When I’m not there, I hope time freezes and evaporate
You are my girl
No matter what life throws at us
You are my world
No matter how they tear us up
When I’m not there, I wish I could lock you up so I’ll be safe
 
It was the summer of ’98, and adult life growing near
What should have ended, kept being blended into my final frontier
She’s my summer and winter now, while I’m a cuckold volunteer
But I’ll keep pretending ‘til the bitter ending to the point when I will finally disappear
 
 
5. Keeping her alive
 
Brown eyes faded as the lights went out
Been without their spark all year
Blizzard’s roaring and it’s Valentine
But you’re not the one I’m gonna meet
 
Stay around
Just hang around with me
 
Rome was never anything like this
But the pizza’s quality
My girlfriend bought a vial of aftershave
I wanna tell her, but won’t succeed
 
Stay around
Just hang around with me
 
Off with the sound
I can fix this all alone
I will swallow these words
Make them drown
Tighten the seal
If I say it, it turns real
I will lock it up inside
Keeping her alive
 
Dinner’s over and my valentine drives us out to the Longwater Beach
Blizzard’s roaring outside foggy glass, and my aunts outside of human reach
 
Stay around
Just hang around with me
 
 
6. A cliché, but time won’t stop healing
 
The day will break in as you exit through sliding doors
You leave carrying needle marks and the night before
Once again you will pretend
That this condition has reached its end
And that the reason you're breathing is you and not your friends
 
The sheets will feel softer than ever, once you get home
And though it hurts making plans, you will try, but they get postponed
A weekend's bound to get in the way
And it's likely followed by Monday
And soon those plans are put out like the cigarettes in your ashtray
 
Stop trying to break the now
You’ll be better somehow in time
Just keep waiting
Stop trying to break the now
There’s always another round
And time's just catering
 
Evening closing in as you wake from the fluid loss
But what's a little more tense, that feeling of post-drunk faux pas
Next week you will pretend
That what happened did not happen
And you’ll be hiring an actor playing you as just actors can
 
The world proves a point, as the night leaves you overthrown
In the starlight on the beach, you realize there's nowhere to go
Nearly a decade to make you see
That you were actually quite lucky
And that the reason there is this song's both you and me
 
Stop trying to break the now
You’ll be better somehow in time
Just keep waiting
Stop trying to break the now
There’s always another round
While time's just catering
 
Of course it will hurt sometimes
And that's kinda the charm of it
But don’t go and do what you won’t even live to regret
At times it’s unwrapping gifts
And at times it’s just wrapping shit
But as the tidal wave rolls it blunts every rock it hits
 
 
7. Losing streak
 
I was clenching on to my mind
Through fingers doing v-signs
This was our decade, our home
Free from time or space
 
A humming from the inside
A voice I felt stretch worldwide
The promises of slack
But I broke our promise
 
Designed and bred by reruns
While worlds were won by shotgun
I cashed in and mellowed out
Free from time or space
 
Waiting for a happy ending
 It’s not the closure pending
A random binge of hope
Until the hangover
 
Sparks, then it feels like a waste
And the bar’s too crowded
Point finger up, “One to go,
‘Cause I’m celebrating”.
Spot random girl
Throw a line
That I’m not too proud of
Stars and sidewalks
Light a match
It could guide me through the pointlessness
We weren’t spoiled dumb by ourselves
 
Found my place during the decline
Took pride in being sidelined
This was our debate, our hope
That we choked with words